I Probably Won't Sleep Tonight. I'll Be Praying For You.
Posted by: Bishop Shammah Womack-El in Untagged on
Feb 27, 2010
I was in quietness and stillness and thinking as I looked at the sacred stone that I had in my pocket.
Lord, hear my heart, keep me from falling apart
What lies beneath the solid rock?
What's up above the clouds that mock?
Will we know as we live
Or will we know as we die
Have we seen it before
Or is it all one big lie
I know as I pray for others my mess is bless
and I'm in God's love-plan.
I must find someone to minister to and give quality quotations that quell quack questions and quicken quiet confidence that gives me back my peace.
Comments (17)

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written by Kim Spates, March 08, 2010
written by Kim Spates, March 08, 2010
hi bishop,
hello classmates I hoping to conversate a bit with a few of you. I am feeling chipper today. I guess I will be talking with many of you in class tonight. I hope all is well with all of you. have a great day.
back to work.
hello classmates I hoping to conversate a bit with a few of you. I am feeling chipper today. I guess I will be talking with many of you in class tonight. I hope all is well with all of you. have a great day.
back to work.
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written by Kim Spates, March 04, 2010
written by Kim Spates, March 04, 2010
hi bishop,
I don't know if i told you and the class this but here it goes. I got my children eating fruit and salad with me. No body is frying anything and we cut out lots of Meat.
we got a ways to go together but it is going. my daughters are getting on the TREADMILL THAT I HAVE AT HOME OFTEN AND USING MY STEP FOR AEROBICS AND MY AB LOUNGE CHAIRS FOR SIT UPS THAT YOU CAN STRETCH ALL THE WAY OUT UPSIDE DOWN WHICH I LOVE.
bishop just so you know I lost MANY INCHES SINCE YOU LAST SAW ME. I look and feel pretty GOOD. Many people tell me that i lost a LOT OF WEIGHT. I say thanks. I did AUUU IGHT (ALRIGHT). I am working to do MORE BETTER.
I weigh 160 pounds right now. I want to weigh 140 pounds. I was 177 pounds the last time you saw me. I look SOooooooooooooooo Much better around the WAIST LINE. bishop you taught us that I WAIST LINE IS OUR LIFE LINE. You also taught us that HEALTH IS YOUR WEALTH AND THAT HEALTH IS NOT SOMETHING YOU HAVE IT IS SOMETHING THAT YOU DO.
My waist line is a 32 NOW BISHOP AND I WANT TO GET BACK TO THE WAY I ONCE WAS WHEN I GOT MARRIED 20 years ago Yesterday 3/3/90. aLTHOUGH DIVORCED 12/14/2009 WHICH IS ALRIGHT BISHOP REALLY. GOD KNOWS WHAT HE HAS IN STORE FOR ME and I will see on his TIME. I truly want to go back to a waistl line of 28 somethng i always had and worked at and took for granted.
3/27/10 i celebrate my 44th birthday and I go to the GYM as well bishop. Oh yes I joined and will be there at least 4 days a week and workout from home the rest of the days. I won't feel bad if i miss a day. I am doing just fine eating tangerines and i love them my favorite and SALAD. I mess up now and then and keep going. it get's a little easier with determination and that i got. I am taking my regimen and i check my blood pressure daily and it is LOOKING GOOD ON A REGULAR. halleluah
I am trying harder bishop. I can fast for a day or 2 and then eat light with live food. it was HARD for me at first because everyone around me eat and FRY AND COOK what i am moving away from. even my kids are doing it with me. PRAISE GOD. my daughter is in college now and will be 20 years old bishop PraISE GOD AND WITH HER IN THE SCHOOL FOR NURSING SHE IS LEARNING A LOT AND IT IS DEDICATION. I am glad that she is conscious of how to EAT RIGHT AND KEEP YOUR SELF IN SHAPE AND BE HEALTHY. the girls are a nice size and their WAISTLINE THAT IS THEIR LIFE LINE IS GOOD. the metabolism of these girls are quick. My metabolism is so much better i see.
BISHOP I STOP EATING BREAD AND FLOUR AND SUGAR AND I DRINK APPLECIDER VINEGAR WITH NO HONEY OR ANYTHING. i havent had a cold in a couple of years because i drank it 3 to 4 times a day or more for years since you last saw me and when you saw me in class when we had to come to the school 2 years ago and be ON TIME. LOL
I was getting discouraged bishop because i thought i was accomplishing NOTHING but then PEOPLE and my CHILDREN STARTED TELLING ME THAT I WAS GETTING SMALLER ANDLOOKING GOOD. My skin look great they would say and I couldn't SEE JACK BISHOP. I tried on some ole clothes i couldn't fit and loved and then realized i could get in them GOOD AND SMILED AND JUMPED UP and DOWN and the rest of history. I am just continuing to GO FORWARD and that is that. I see some DISCIPLINE WHERE I HAD NONE AND I SEE SOME DISCIPLINE GROWING WHERE I NEED IT AND IT IS A GROWING PROCESS SO BISHOP YOU WILL BE PROUD OF ME. i take my trace minerals in the water. yea me. i am getting on the good FOOT for me. I can't wait to SEE THE FINISHING TOUCHES of this PRODUCT (ME) WHEN IT IS DONE and bishop ya don't stop dere and i know this. i have to go for now and i will be back.
sorry for the novels but once i get warmed up man It is just hard to stop when there is excitement full of FIRE BISHOP. God bless you Bishop. gotta go now.
I don't know if i told you and the class this but here it goes. I got my children eating fruit and salad with me. No body is frying anything and we cut out lots of Meat.
we got a ways to go together but it is going. my daughters are getting on the TREADMILL THAT I HAVE AT HOME OFTEN AND USING MY STEP FOR AEROBICS AND MY AB LOUNGE CHAIRS FOR SIT UPS THAT YOU CAN STRETCH ALL THE WAY OUT UPSIDE DOWN WHICH I LOVE.
bishop just so you know I lost MANY INCHES SINCE YOU LAST SAW ME. I look and feel pretty GOOD. Many people tell me that i lost a LOT OF WEIGHT. I say thanks. I did AUUU IGHT (ALRIGHT). I am working to do MORE BETTER.
I weigh 160 pounds right now. I want to weigh 140 pounds. I was 177 pounds the last time you saw me. I look SOooooooooooooooo Much better around the WAIST LINE. bishop you taught us that I WAIST LINE IS OUR LIFE LINE. You also taught us that HEALTH IS YOUR WEALTH AND THAT HEALTH IS NOT SOMETHING YOU HAVE IT IS SOMETHING THAT YOU DO.
My waist line is a 32 NOW BISHOP AND I WANT TO GET BACK TO THE WAY I ONCE WAS WHEN I GOT MARRIED 20 years ago Yesterday 3/3/90. aLTHOUGH DIVORCED 12/14/2009 WHICH IS ALRIGHT BISHOP REALLY. GOD KNOWS WHAT HE HAS IN STORE FOR ME and I will see on his TIME. I truly want to go back to a waistl line of 28 somethng i always had and worked at and took for granted.
3/27/10 i celebrate my 44th birthday and I go to the GYM as well bishop. Oh yes I joined and will be there at least 4 days a week and workout from home the rest of the days. I won't feel bad if i miss a day. I am doing just fine eating tangerines and i love them my favorite and SALAD. I mess up now and then and keep going. it get's a little easier with determination and that i got. I am taking my regimen and i check my blood pressure daily and it is LOOKING GOOD ON A REGULAR. halleluah
I am trying harder bishop. I can fast for a day or 2 and then eat light with live food. it was HARD for me at first because everyone around me eat and FRY AND COOK what i am moving away from. even my kids are doing it with me. PRAISE GOD. my daughter is in college now and will be 20 years old bishop PraISE GOD AND WITH HER IN THE SCHOOL FOR NURSING SHE IS LEARNING A LOT AND IT IS DEDICATION. I am glad that she is conscious of how to EAT RIGHT AND KEEP YOUR SELF IN SHAPE AND BE HEALTHY. the girls are a nice size and their WAISTLINE THAT IS THEIR LIFE LINE IS GOOD. the metabolism of these girls are quick. My metabolism is so much better i see.
BISHOP I STOP EATING BREAD AND FLOUR AND SUGAR AND I DRINK APPLECIDER VINEGAR WITH NO HONEY OR ANYTHING. i havent had a cold in a couple of years because i drank it 3 to 4 times a day or more for years since you last saw me and when you saw me in class when we had to come to the school 2 years ago and be ON TIME. LOL
I was getting discouraged bishop because i thought i was accomplishing NOTHING but then PEOPLE and my CHILDREN STARTED TELLING ME THAT I WAS GETTING SMALLER ANDLOOKING GOOD. My skin look great they would say and I couldn't SEE JACK BISHOP. I tried on some ole clothes i couldn't fit and loved and then realized i could get in them GOOD AND SMILED AND JUMPED UP and DOWN and the rest of history. I am just continuing to GO FORWARD and that is that. I see some DISCIPLINE WHERE I HAD NONE AND I SEE SOME DISCIPLINE GROWING WHERE I NEED IT AND IT IS A GROWING PROCESS SO BISHOP YOU WILL BE PROUD OF ME. i take my trace minerals in the water. yea me. i am getting on the good FOOT for me. I can't wait to SEE THE FINISHING TOUCHES of this PRODUCT (ME) WHEN IT IS DONE and bishop ya don't stop dere and i know this. i have to go for now and i will be back.
sorry for the novels but once i get warmed up man It is just hard to stop when there is excitement full of FIRE BISHOP. God bless you Bishop. gotta go now.
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written by lady womack-el, March 04, 2010
written by lady womack-el, March 04, 2010
Bishop, you are an incredible writer. Whether the subject is theology, astrology, numerology, prophecy, or poetry, your writing prowess is second to none.
Thank you so much for CBMU, it has been such a blessing to me: the priceless information, the constant inspiration, the class comradeship, the thoughtful convenience... school has been a GOD-send. And yes, all those with any type of connection to you should be enrolled in this global, mobile university.
Thanks again for the fast, which put me on the right foot for my new and exciting journey
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Bishop, I'm so glad that you can hear and heed the Master's voice and His infinite wisdom. Bless you, my husband and man of GOD.
P.S. Thank you to all who sowed into my husband for his solar return. YOU ARE AWESOME!
Thank you so much for CBMU, it has been such a blessing to me: the priceless information, the constant inspiration, the class comradeship, the thoughtful convenience... school has been a GOD-send. And yes, all those with any type of connection to you should be enrolled in this global, mobile university.
Thanks again for the fast, which put me on the right foot for my new and exciting journey
. Bishop, I'm so glad that you can hear and heed the Master's voice and His infinite wisdom. Bless you, my husband and man of GOD.
P.S. Thank you to all who sowed into my husband for his solar return. YOU ARE AWESOME!
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written by Stanya Y. Brandon, March 03, 2010
written by Stanya Y. Brandon, March 03, 2010
The Prophetic Development Class offered in Christian Bible Mobile University is fantastic. I have only attended ONE class and I was blown away. If I seemed a little subdued in class it is because I was just taking it all in. I could not believe HOW MUCH of a science this area of ministry/gifting REALLY IS! It is no joke. I take it very seriously. I look forward to future classes and listening to the CDS from the past sessions. Be blessed!
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written by Stanya Y. Brandon, March 03, 2010
written by Stanya Y. Brandon, March 03, 2010
Bishop Womack-El,
The workout tonight was surprisingly a WORKOUT! I still can't believe how the push-ups, side to side push-ups, jump ups, etc. made my heart rate jump up quick fast and in a hurry! I was literally sweating during that quick routine.
The fast is going well. I have been making a conscious effort to really devote extra time to prayer, meditation and being quiet, during the absolute fast days so I'm not just eliminating food from diet on these days. I am blessed by it.
The workout tonight was surprisingly a WORKOUT! I still can't believe how the push-ups, side to side push-ups, jump ups, etc. made my heart rate jump up quick fast and in a hurry! I was literally sweating during that quick routine.
The fast is going well. I have been making a conscious effort to really devote extra time to prayer, meditation and being quiet, during the absolute fast days so I'm not just eliminating food from diet on these days. I am blessed by it.
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written by Leatha Tukes, March 03, 2010
written by Leatha Tukes, March 03, 2010
By the way, I did print up some business cards with your information to hand out to folks! I also uploaded pictures of the dishes I've made to my Facebook account. Check them out!
Today's Fast
written by Leatha Tukes, March 03, 2010
written by Leatha Tukes, March 03, 2010
Bishop I am doing SUPER FANTASTIC! Great clarity and some amazing opportunities to share my testimony of how the Fasting Revival has been a tremendous blessing not only physically but spiritually. I've also shared some of the raw dishes from the recipes you shared with us through the Fasting Revival Tips. My mother LOVES the carrot lemonade! My body is letting me know that there are still some areas of stagnation but I know in due time I will reap a harvest of total health. I am being made WHOLE! Hallelujah!!! Inch by inch it's a cinch :~)
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written by Kim Spates, March 02, 2010
written by Kim Spates, March 02, 2010
HI BISHOP,
I really enjoyed class last night 3/1/10. it was OFF THE HOOK. in simpler form (AWESOME) TRULY AWESOME.
Bishop I loved it because there were so many things that you are teaching us that when i realized that only half the STORY was told when i first learned. Bishop many of us in class have been saved a long time over 10 years and 20 years and SAD TO SAY BOY DO WE NEED SOME MORE CLARIFYING ON WHAT WE LEARNED. okay BISHOP i will speak for me because I don't want to OFFEND ANYONE AT ALL. I realize for me that like i said before i feel like a BABY and I need to be TAUGHT AGAIN SO THAT ALL THAT I KNOW AND SHOULD KNOW WILL BE IN CLEARER FORM SO THAT WHEN I TEACH AND SPEAK AND LEAD I WILL KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT I KNOW SO THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT AND COMFORTER WILL ALSO GUIDE ME AND THERE WILL BE NO DOUBT THAT I GOT IT AND THE FIRE WILL RISE UP ENOUGH FOR THE ROOM TO FEEL AND UNDERSTAND THAT GOD AND MY TEACHER TAUGHT ME AND GAVE ME A WORD TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE.
i just want to learn so that i can teach the right way and believe what i stand for then to FALL FOR ANYTHING. i want my CHILDREN to KNOW GOD and to TRUST HIM. bishop i took the time to read everything you have on this BLOG TODAY AND I ENJOYED EVERYBIT OF IT.
i feel like i am getting the RE-enforcement of my lessons like never before. I only wish that in between DEVOTION AND OFFERING and yelling (i mean PREACHING) that we would've been taught when i was younger about all the teachings all the way through then bits and pieces. BISHOP YOU ARE A GREAT TEACHER AND I AM SO HAPPY THAT GOD IS USING YOU AS MY (PARACLETUS) ONE CALLED ALONG SIDE TO HELP ME AND THE CLASSMATES TO TRULY UNDERSTAND THE WORD AND MYSTERIES OF GOD. this is a GRRRRRRRRRRRREAT DAY for me bishop and i hope to feel that way all the time.
I enjoyed the information on ENEMA & DISCOURAGEMENT AND SO MUCH MORE IT IS JUST DOING SOMETHING TO MY MINDSET AS I READ AND NOW AS I TYPE my comments. i only hope that my hands type as quick as my thoughts are going LOL and forgive me if that doesn't appear to be the case. keep in mind that i am at work and I DECIDED TO MAKE THE TIME TO GET ON THE BLOG AND I WILL DAY TO DAY MAKE THE TIME SO THAT I CAN ENCOURAGE MYSELF AND MOTIVATE MYSELF AND STIMULATE MY SELF AND SMILE WITHIN MYSELF AND OUTSIDE CAN YOU HEAR ME BISHOP AND CLASSMATES.
FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DON"T KNOW BUT BISHOP WOULD THIS HAS BEEN A BATTLE FOR ME AND I WILL PRESS MY WAY SO PRAY FOR ME CLASS AND I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND ENCOURAGE YOU WHILE I PUSH TO ENCOURAGE ME AGAIN. yall know what I am gonna knock it off now and because I could go on and on but i got to go and get some work done.
I AM EXCITED EVERYBODYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. and when i am EXCITED I TELL EVEREEEEEEEEEEEE BODYeeeeeeeee and THAT IS A GOOD THING. LOL
i will be on the blog in and out today and everrrrry day from now on. no matter what i do.
hey bishop I PRINTED OUT EVERYTHING TO STUDY. signing out
I really enjoyed class last night 3/1/10. it was OFF THE HOOK. in simpler form (AWESOME) TRULY AWESOME.
Bishop I loved it because there were so many things that you are teaching us that when i realized that only half the STORY was told when i first learned. Bishop many of us in class have been saved a long time over 10 years and 20 years and SAD TO SAY BOY DO WE NEED SOME MORE CLARIFYING ON WHAT WE LEARNED. okay BISHOP i will speak for me because I don't want to OFFEND ANYONE AT ALL. I realize for me that like i said before i feel like a BABY and I need to be TAUGHT AGAIN SO THAT ALL THAT I KNOW AND SHOULD KNOW WILL BE IN CLEARER FORM SO THAT WHEN I TEACH AND SPEAK AND LEAD I WILL KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT I KNOW SO THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT AND COMFORTER WILL ALSO GUIDE ME AND THERE WILL BE NO DOUBT THAT I GOT IT AND THE FIRE WILL RISE UP ENOUGH FOR THE ROOM TO FEEL AND UNDERSTAND THAT GOD AND MY TEACHER TAUGHT ME AND GAVE ME A WORD TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE.
i just want to learn so that i can teach the right way and believe what i stand for then to FALL FOR ANYTHING. i want my CHILDREN to KNOW GOD and to TRUST HIM. bishop i took the time to read everything you have on this BLOG TODAY AND I ENJOYED EVERYBIT OF IT.
i feel like i am getting the RE-enforcement of my lessons like never before. I only wish that in between DEVOTION AND OFFERING and yelling (i mean PREACHING) that we would've been taught when i was younger about all the teachings all the way through then bits and pieces. BISHOP YOU ARE A GREAT TEACHER AND I AM SO HAPPY THAT GOD IS USING YOU AS MY (PARACLETUS) ONE CALLED ALONG SIDE TO HELP ME AND THE CLASSMATES TO TRULY UNDERSTAND THE WORD AND MYSTERIES OF GOD. this is a GRRRRRRRRRRRREAT DAY for me bishop and i hope to feel that way all the time.
I enjoyed the information on ENEMA & DISCOURAGEMENT AND SO MUCH MORE IT IS JUST DOING SOMETHING TO MY MINDSET AS I READ AND NOW AS I TYPE my comments. i only hope that my hands type as quick as my thoughts are going LOL and forgive me if that doesn't appear to be the case. keep in mind that i am at work and I DECIDED TO MAKE THE TIME TO GET ON THE BLOG AND I WILL DAY TO DAY MAKE THE TIME SO THAT I CAN ENCOURAGE MYSELF AND MOTIVATE MYSELF AND STIMULATE MY SELF AND SMILE WITHIN MYSELF AND OUTSIDE CAN YOU HEAR ME BISHOP AND CLASSMATES.
FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DON"T KNOW BUT BISHOP WOULD THIS HAS BEEN A BATTLE FOR ME AND I WILL PRESS MY WAY SO PRAY FOR ME CLASS AND I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND ENCOURAGE YOU WHILE I PUSH TO ENCOURAGE ME AGAIN. yall know what I am gonna knock it off now and because I could go on and on but i got to go and get some work done.
I AM EXCITED EVERYBODYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. and when i am EXCITED I TELL EVEREEEEEEEEEEEE BODYeeeeeeeee and THAT IS A GOOD THING. LOL
i will be on the blog in and out today and everrrrry day from now on. no matter what i do.
hey bishop I PRINTED OUT EVERYTHING TO STUDY. signing out
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written by Darlene Thomas-El, March 01, 2010
written by Darlene Thomas-El, March 01, 2010
I must admit, once again you are right. During ths Fasting Revival, I was going through some pain of separation from an individual. I forced myself not to react by emotional eating, but then God directed me to go on the internet and someone posed a question regarding what's most important in a relationship, sex or money? Excitement sprung up in me because Father Stewart-El just did a teaching regarding that, so I had a ready answer. The blessing in it is that there were people that responded to my answer of truth. So, my desire is having someone to minister to effectively for my Solar Return!! Bishop, I feel you!! I thank you!!!
On Demand Videos
written by Leatha Tukes, March 01, 2010
written by Leatha Tukes, March 01, 2010
Bishop I just finished watching the On Demand videos. WOW! I'm so glad Yahweh ordered my steps and I went through the Fasting Revival before I saw these videos. I'm soaking up the knowledge and it is increasing my Godly wisdom! Lady Womack-El imparted some great information/knowledge. Is it possible to purchase these videos?
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written by Stanya Y. Brandon, March 01, 2010
written by Stanya Y. Brandon, March 01, 2010
I love you too Letha!
P.S. You should be receiving your notes by the end of this week.
Be blessed!
P.S. You should be receiving your notes by the end of this week.
Be blessed!
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written by Leatha Tukes, March 01, 2010
written by Leatha Tukes, March 01, 2010
Bishop, I should carry around business cards with your information because I know what affect you and your ministry has had on my life. Oh what a difference this fasting revival and your teachings have made in my life. I realize that when I thought I was in order (had it all together), I was in disorder... listening to the tickling sounds of the world. But inch by inch, order is being restored to my life. As you continue to pour out to us, I pray that Yahweh will pour into you, restore you and keep you in His perfect peace. I love you and thank you!
Stanya, I love you sister and I appreciate your posts. You are a mighty woman of Yahweh. Peace and blessings to you my sister!
Stanya, I love you sister and I appreciate your posts. You are a mighty woman of Yahweh. Peace and blessings to you my sister!
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written by Stanya Y. Brandon, February 28, 2010
written by Stanya Y. Brandon, February 28, 2010
Oh, someone from my former church in Sacramento emailed me while I was here in Maine. She has been diagnosed with diabetes. She said, "I heard you were in school and I wanted to know if there was anyway I can handle this without taking medication?" Of course, I knew she could beat this naturopathically. It made me think of how important it is for me to really get my own health in order and help others and carry on the legacy of the Chapel of Miracles - in the way that God gives me to do that.
I want to say how important this fasting revival has been for me. Bishop, you often say that we can't correct what we don't confront. In my estimation, ONE of the reasons we don't confront is because we don't SEE. We don't always see what needs correction. You have shared in many ways and with various words that the aim of this fast is to bring us into divine order, balance, wholeness in every area - physically, spiritually, mentally, emotionall, etc.
This fast has required us to follow you step by step. We could eat this but not that; drink this but not that; drink this type and not that type; only do this for so many days; use specific supplements; use customized healing salts, etc., etc. I thank God for the grace to continue with this fast. NOT to say, Oh I stuck with the fast, but because I realize that it is in following order in one area that enables us to SEE the disorder in other areas. Once could easily think, Oh we're down to the wire, this fast is almost over, the hard part is done. But speaking for myseld, the latter portion has been the most challenging; not because of food, but because God is doing deeper work. I felt the work of the Holy Spirit in me throughout the course of this fast but at the latter portion, it's as if major work, thorough cleaning is taking place. I mean, He's not cleaning beneath the surface, He's cleaning wwwaaayyy beyond the surfact - at the root and exposing that which I would be able to SEE with the natural eye nor a familiar eye. As you stare at yourself and take inventory of the good, the bad and the ugly, He covers you with his love. Then He reminds you, He teaches you to move your thoughts, feelings from the outer court (dealing with details, natural facts, anxieties based on the past and the future, scenarios) past the inner court (dealing with other people, your life and your relating to others, fellowship, connections) to the Most Holy Place where He lovingly, yet clearly and firmly reveals to you how you have been in disorder in relating to HIM. This type of disorder - disorder with God - can manifest in the most subtle and almost imperceptible ways yet it is most powerful becaue it affects how we relate to ourselves, others and affects every area of our lives. I thought God was doing a work in prior weeks but now I see that work served as a pre-requisite, pre-cursor to this latter stage. It is as if the prior weeks were prepping me for the divine surgery to come. I am so thankful for this fasting revival and all that has transpired as it has all served to lead me to this latter portion of the fast. I am more whole at 9:43 a.m. on Sunday February 28, 2010 than I was six, five, three weeks ago or even yesterday! I'm certain that this experience will serve as a pre-cursor to yet another more fruitful experience. The journey continues. I pray that I always progress and not digress. Thank you very much Bishop.
P.S. I know that was a lot!
I want to say how important this fasting revival has been for me. Bishop, you often say that we can't correct what we don't confront. In my estimation, ONE of the reasons we don't confront is because we don't SEE. We don't always see what needs correction. You have shared in many ways and with various words that the aim of this fast is to bring us into divine order, balance, wholeness in every area - physically, spiritually, mentally, emotionall, etc.
This fast has required us to follow you step by step. We could eat this but not that; drink this but not that; drink this type and not that type; only do this for so many days; use specific supplements; use customized healing salts, etc., etc. I thank God for the grace to continue with this fast. NOT to say, Oh I stuck with the fast, but because I realize that it is in following order in one area that enables us to SEE the disorder in other areas. Once could easily think, Oh we're down to the wire, this fast is almost over, the hard part is done. But speaking for myseld, the latter portion has been the most challenging; not because of food, but because God is doing deeper work. I felt the work of the Holy Spirit in me throughout the course of this fast but at the latter portion, it's as if major work, thorough cleaning is taking place. I mean, He's not cleaning beneath the surface, He's cleaning wwwaaayyy beyond the surfact - at the root and exposing that which I would be able to SEE with the natural eye nor a familiar eye. As you stare at yourself and take inventory of the good, the bad and the ugly, He covers you with his love. Then He reminds you, He teaches you to move your thoughts, feelings from the outer court (dealing with details, natural facts, anxieties based on the past and the future, scenarios) past the inner court (dealing with other people, your life and your relating to others, fellowship, connections) to the Most Holy Place where He lovingly, yet clearly and firmly reveals to you how you have been in disorder in relating to HIM. This type of disorder - disorder with God - can manifest in the most subtle and almost imperceptible ways yet it is most powerful becaue it affects how we relate to ourselves, others and affects every area of our lives. I thought God was doing a work in prior weeks but now I see that work served as a pre-requisite, pre-cursor to this latter stage. It is as if the prior weeks were prepping me for the divine surgery to come. I am so thankful for this fasting revival and all that has transpired as it has all served to lead me to this latter portion of the fast. I am more whole at 9:43 a.m. on Sunday February 28, 2010 than I was six, five, three weeks ago or even yesterday! I'm certain that this experience will serve as a pre-cursor to yet another more fruitful experience. The journey continues. I pray that I always progress and not digress. Thank you very much Bishop.
P.S. I know that was a lot!
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written by Stanya Y. Brandon, February 28, 2010
written by Stanya Y. Brandon, February 28, 2010
Thank you for your prayers Bishop. You have quickened quiet confidence within me and quelled my quack questions (maybe not ALL of them - smile) but you have ministered to me in untold ways. My desire is that God gives you your heart's desire. Last night, my mother told me how a young man we have known since he was an infant has grown to look EXACTLY like his father. He always looked more like his mother and then he began to resemble his father but now that he is a full grown man he looks spot on like his father. I pray that as I continue in the faith I will look more and more like you in the spirit, like the mentor God has chosen to use to enable me to look more like Him. I also pray that my actions, the works God has given me to do will be a blessing to Him and a testament to your divine mentorship in my life. My father always told my siblings and me that he wanted us to excel him in life. I pray that I will excel you in many ways - that is difficult for me to fathom at this point - but I think you get my point.
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